Had the worst night last night. I went to sleep super early cause I had work today then my boyfriend comes over to my house at 2 am drunk as fuck & wakes me up. After him tryna get some and failing he falls asleep. I couldn’t get back to sleep until 5am I was so pissed. Then he thinks he has the right to get angry when I wake him up at 9am cause I had to go to work. Damn. Playing up.
I like being alone, but I hate the feeling of being lonely. When you’re alone, you have time for yourself. Your thoughts finally catch up to you. You set your mind on things and everything is just clearer. Nothing’s bothering you and everything just feels right for once. When you feel lonely, you feel as if no one’s there for you. It feels like no one understands you or is willing to listen. It feels like you’re screaming in a crowded room, yet not one person hears you.